Monday, 27 February 2017
Kick me while I'm down why don't you
You know I told you my brain is all over the place at the moment, well the proof popped through the door the other morning. A speeding ticket!!!! The first one I have ever had :( I do vaguely remember driving through a village, completely stressed mind on other things then realising I was going a bit fast, just my luck that a mobile speed camera was lurking there somewhere. I am the one who always sticks to the limit, often to the annoyance of drivers behind me, and blow me I'm the one with a flipping fine. I wasn't going very fast but I was over the limit so fair cop. Of course I haven't changed the address on my driving license so that's a further complication I don't need.
The bearded one has also been ill for the last week with cold/cough combo which has now driven him to his bed, most unlike him. I am up and down the stairs with food and drink for both him and my son and trying to stay positive. I have to admit to shedding a few tears this morning. My mum has been gone 16 years now but I really wanted to have my mum around to look after me. I need a brake from being the adult, I just want to revert to being the child for a few hours.